sort of come back

Antes de empezar a RALLAROS, quiero agradecer los comentarios llenos de sensatez y sensibilidad, a lo Jane Austen, que escribisteis en mi anterior entrada, sólo quiero decir que me sirvió de mucho confesar como me sentía y saber que lo comprendéis. Hubo cosas que igual no supe explicar o que no supisteis interpretar, pero muchas gracias de verdad!

Esta semana hice un gyaru make over, desde... buff! Ni me acuerdo T_T pero aunque estuve mucho rato, me gusto mucho el resultado, disfruté un montón, obviamente  tuve que sacar toda la artillería para adecentarme, pero me divertí y eso es importante!

Materiales usados~~
No os preocupéis, haré reviews o simples comentarios de los productos que más me gustan,  pero es que no quiero hacerme pesada! Tengo tantos posts pendientes... Llegaré el día que los escribiré todos! Con fotos! y videos! Incluso meta emojis! Lo profetizo!

Me lo pasé muy bien maquillándome y procurando que quedase como yo quería Yme arreglé para no salir de mi casa.... that's lame, Aimiin.

Pero lo que sí hice fue grabar un video para la gala de los SGA! Os dejo un adelanto con el resultado de tanto esfuerzo y sobretodo que sirva como ejemplo de: Como NO grabar videos xDDD

Sé que tengo que trabajar en mis pelos, pero no tuve mucho tiempo ni paciencia ya, así que psché! No está tan mal! Espero que os guste y no me peguéis por ser un poco pava 8D

Muchos besos a todas!!!

Gyaru thoughts

Hey lovelies!

It's been a long since the last time I wrote an entry in this blog. Or since the last time I wrote something everywhere. Even update my Facebook status is like a huge task. xDDD

I took a couple of pictures random outfits, but well... I suck at taking pictures and in my other life I used to be a massive camera killer because I don't get why I look acceptable enough in the mirror and so hideous in every picture.

The reason as well, is that I don't feel like a gyaru since long time ago. Sometimes I'm afraid that I won't be a gyaru never. Ha, as if I ever did. But even if I was doing it in  a wrong way, I feel I was part of gyaru.

I have a tons of make up, lashes, clothes, everything that could be useful and helpful in the achievement of  a nice gyaru look. But believe me. It's not enough. Nope.

Since I started working seven days a week, my gyaru confidence had hit rock bottom. Nor that I considered turning into lolita fashion, my lolita wannabe self is buried somewhere xD, but I truly thought about becoming a random fashionista girl and leave gyaru to the real pros.

But, I really felt pretty when I was in my gyaru style. And I don't want to loose that.

I know I am like the last dinosaur in  this culture, when Kaoru told us she was egg's grandma, she was like 24. I'm turning 32 on december 4th. Yup. I really want to give away my cocolulu, alba rosa, liz lisa, tralala, jsg, ruvap... stuff but who would want that? and I don't have time enough to do a sales post because I'm overworking everyday of the week. My height and weight are torturing me,  I know that I will never fit into the the cool clothes I totally like, and I feel gross. Oh no. なかないでください

That's mostly how I feel nowadays.

I try to cheer myself up thinking about going back to Japan, change my job for a less stressful occupation, improve my hairdos and retake my make up practices , because I wasn't that bad... but I don't have time for anything.

My new hair color and my all day make up. And the other day I changed it again, so this picture is just because I loved the color. xD

A couple of outfits. I ask to a friend to do something nice to the pictures. That's what he did.

Maybe I had lost a little weight since I took the pictures. It was awkward because I used to take pictures all the time and now I don't even what to do when I see a camera. 

I'll do a more accurate explanation about the outfits, but not today. :P

Good night!

Shopping in London

Hi!

Today I feel inspired and I would like to write about the stuff I got while I was in London. Every year this city became more amazing :) Due to the proximity of the Olympic Games, every place in town was in works. That was truly annoying because they were ruining the views a lot... :( but anyway, it's always exciting to visit London no matter what.

I was excited thinking about the fabulous and famous London sales, all the amazing and cool clothes I was going to get, but, truly, I didn't found nothing that interesting, but!!! I totally love the few things i got.

:D

Let me start with a little pic spam (L) I suck at taking pictures.

I bought theses books at HMV because they were so unexpensive and I couldn't help! I'm not into Sid Vicious or Sex Pistols, but, I've always have find british punk scene  interesting and it was only 2 pounds, so if the book disappoints me , it'll look good on my bookshelves anyway, lol, and I'm already disappointed. The only pages worth to read it's when they talk about Vivienne Westwood so far.
 I am a huge Bowie fan, so his book was a must get for me! and the Bansky book it's just awesome, in Spain the price goes higher every time I check it on the Fnac, so it was a deal that I just happily took. Michael Jackson biography wasn't for me, it costs 1 pound, but it's expensive if you think that MJ still alive and the end of the book, but when I start reading I couldn't stop. I watched every video they talk about on youtube, and the whole story catch me. When I a was a kid he was at the top of the world, but I managed to not notice his work until I was a grown up. It's a real issue for me. How could I miss him for so long? I'm kind of ashamed xD

 Super nice stocking from covent garden! It was hard to choose only two pairs of tights. HARD.

In Piccadilly was an american:? multi brand store, it was nice, I guess. I get two pieces from april devil? whatever. I wanted a white sweater and I found this one nice with the studded diamond shape. And I wasn't going to leave without the black tee with the leopard print. 

 coooooooool sister!

 OMG I HAVE TO OWN THIS BARBIE SWEATER NO MATTER WHAT. By Primark.

 My feet were killing me and I'd just left the hotel for a hard day walking around, when I notice I was in a nice shopping area. Covent garden area. I run as fast as I could to the first shoe shop I saw in search of comfy boot and tada! I am obsessed with engineer boots since Tsubasa's for Jerry Girl, but I always wanted to have a good quality pair. Now I do! (they are also of my size. Jerry Girl boots are just an L size. I like them but they are a smaller than my feet :(... )
 Random suede ballerina flats from Primark. With star patter sewed in it. It's hard to explain in english :(

I also buy Hello Kitty red glasses and make up in chinatown. But I have already posted pics. I don't want to bore you even more xD

And my favorite get! Nuts mags!!  they are just... PERFECT! the gal I would love to be! february issue is about make up and the best make up brands which I enjoyed a lot, and feel inspired again. March issue is more about fashion, real fashion and trends 8D uhm... gashion, gal+fashion! hahaha i'm loosing my mind -_- I work too much.

 They come with cool presents :D always nice :D indeed. Glad News make up pouch and Gilfy mirror. Yay.

 When I started to take pictures of the march issue I couldn't stop, so here you go. Sorry if I'm boring ;s

Well as you might realized, I'm feeling a little camera shy and mhmm insecure about my looks, so it's hard for me to take pictures of myself... I want to write an update about my new hair (I went to the びょういん yay!) and some outfits. But I don't feel like taking pictures lately. Maybe next time! I do wish I feel fine soon :P

 I'm overworking again, 10 hours a days 6 days a week, I'm not really complaining, but sometimes I feel exhausted and ugly as hell. 

Thank you so much for reading and well, also for let me talk to you a little. 

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoox

Aimiin